Saturday, April 16, 2011

奇怪

當又再次決得生活開始一成不變,覺得無聊時,我又想出走。

也許我的信念太薄弱。還沒有足夠的動力去推自己努力更努力。

然而很奇怪的,身邊最疼愛我的人總是不約而同地告訴我不要把自己逼得太累,什麽都不做也不需要覺得歉疚(我對於白白失去的寶貴時間深感歉疚)。好好休息吧。這究竟是什麽樣的奇怪暗示?

很不捨得花錢在享受上。啊。矛盾。但是畢竟也暫時還沒有多少閑錢可以隨意花。小小的快樂就是偶爾小小地奢侈以下~


1 comment:

yu ^_^ lin said...

actually this is normal that we tend to be restless once we are stucked at the same situation for long, because your life is lacking of challenges. It's not because we have been pushing ourselves so much but we feel that we can do more, ain't we?

I would say don't really need to run away or go traveling cuz $$$ but instead, get yourself a book and add sth new into ur life, eg routine exercise or some outdoor ( Free!)

I agree with the money spending on pleasure, sometimes i feel like doing that, but i realized that those pleasure is only temporary and guiltiness followed by it. haha so at this point, i don really spend money on pleasure anymore, because I know that the real pleasure cannot be gained by "buying" it.jia you!