if i were haruki

everything is like a dream.

you were there

but you left

standing here,

im facing the kafka hills

mirroring its shadows on the waters

blue and black is what i see

standing on the hills

waiting for the sun rise

and finally,

i see it turns colorful

everything that passed has become dust

future is foggy

but right now

i know i am standing on the hills of kafka

shouting my name and asking who i am

疯狂世界

我好想好想飞，逃离这个疯狂的世界

Recently Hor...

yeay~ finally im able to play some proper song~ "That Thing You Do"
what i've learnt from playing this super fast song (maybe just for me)?
DON'T LOOK BACK AND DON'T THINK TOO MUCH, FOCUS!
one second of distraction could cause disaster~~
hopefully would be able to upload a video soon~

It was fun and satisfying~ after 6 lessons~ wow wow~ Thanks Martin!
Recently, those "messy thoughts" are gone~ some good and some bad about it.hmm...

Hope to play again in the next morning!
The To Do List is being filled up slowly :)

TO DO:
-progress in work (finish the Comp Book)
-speake proper English (somehow, am slowing down. more practise needed)
-Do Vertical Marathon Challenge at list once per 2 days x100 storeys
-and make some pocket $$ (hehe)

how do you live?

my schedule:

Mon: Bass lessons
Tue: Badminton game
Wed: Staircase training
Thu: yeay~
Fri: Yeay~
Sat: Yeay~ reading day, or family day
Sun: Yeay~ or family day

and have to slot these in: English (hopefully will slot in on Thu or Fri), Investment, Self improvement in CG techniques, bass practise, fine art training, andHANG OUT WITH FRIENDS

Wow~ can't wait to go back to work~!

Ammm.........PARTY HangOver

生活手札

有时，生活是很艺术的，另一面却不得不面对铜臭那一面的现实。
我想，就是因为那一句“天上的星星笑地上的人，总是不能够不能觉得足够”在搞鬼吧！

百感交集。想要抒发的时候却语塞~~~
恩~只想快点找到方法来实现梦想。

有没有必要呢？
一个时代的 Culture & Value 的确是看不到，感觉虚无抽象，然而每分每秒实实在在不知不觉地影响着人们的决定。
在看了“How Art Made the World” DVD 和书本 The Tipping Point，还有一系列村上春树的小说后，深深感受到了何谓一个时代的 "Culture & Value"。还有小说潜藏的力量-- 潜移默化。把什么放在脑中，就得到怎样的世界。

这个世纪是追求财富的世界。媒体的潜移默化不可小觑。因为出身科班，知道广告是怎么回事（据脑袋认知，广告就是打广告的人要控制观众的 "Value"。我把它解读成“思想控制”）。于是不知不觉地对“主流”感到无所谓，还怀有小小的轻视（比如说女人MUST化妆,买贵贵的保养品；尤其是高跟鞋，简直是自虐！。。。）。还是觉得多认识一些朋友的生活样貌比较有趣。轻视归轻视，还是不得不先跟着时代走。

啊。。。脑袋漫游在另一个世界。当下的我还是要踏踏实实地走出去！做！

A Lost Diamond in the Century

Lots of beautiful stuff happening in the 60's. What we, the 80's babies are still lucky to live in the ending of hand drawn animation and wild imagination without being "blue". Dream is still beautiful in the 60's, this is the color of hope.

"Yellow Submarine" and the opening credits
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e2PmskDk494&feature=related

"Nowhere Man"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZnrdxuR-6cM&feature=related

BBC Documentary- How Art Made the World

I am a person who always wanted to know the origin of everything. For example, when working on maths, if i don't know why this affect that, than i would be very frustrated~~! And later on, I choosed to work with Art. And starting to wonder about the Origin of Arts.

Borrowed the DVD from company's library. But Disc 1 is lost and replaced by some other cd (oh~ people!) The show was presented by Dr Nigel Spivey from Cambridge University, Producer: Mark Hedgecoe. Dr Nigel has the charm in Tv, and they really plan the flow and visual really well.

The most important concept i've learnt: How the story telling works for the Kings and rulers in the past, and how death and fear works for the ruller/religion to dominate, why do people tend to make the icon of death surrounding us, how death motivates soldiers to sacrifice themselves for the greater good and so on. Many psychological test, research were done. Ideas that goes in depth but represented in simple and understandable way that everyone could understand. For those who are always wondering the origins of everything and why, this is a show which helps to open up the scale of your vision, truly inspiring!

拥抱？1Q84

最近啊最近。。。好忙好忙。。。
忙碌才能够催促自己完成更多事吧？
总是在忙碌的时候读比平时更多的书。

这次要介绍1Q84
不过实在是累得有点过头了。
对不起，转载一个我蛮认同的感想：

“　除卻男女主角的互相思念，故事的主軸就是1Q84的世界。看完之後，我不能說我明白了，但我也不能說我什麼也看不懂。事實上得到了很多東西，對很多的部份有著不同的感想，不過我卻想著我是不是會錯意了。像是有關於教團和教祖的部份，在故事前半段透過戎野老師的描述和老婦人的描述，無論從哪個觀點看都是邪教教團啊，但實際見到教祖之後，卻又覺得不是那麼一回事。我想著，這也許就是當我們是局外人時，只會想著信徒為什麼那麼笨；但實際接觸到之後，卻又覺得其實也是有點道理？即使看完之後我也不知道自己是不是會錯意了，但也許好的小說就是這樣，敘述出來的故事是容許讀者自由思考的。”转自：http://shivalrain.blog126.fc2.com/blog-entry-65.html

震撼的是“真相不只一个”。现在看报纸会开始有“双线进行”的想法；思考为何我们总是为生命留下遗憾，思考如何不行尸走肉地活着。

从来就不读小说的我，开始想要读更多（为什么突然开始读？因为发现我喜欢的作家，于是开始寻找到底是谁启发了我所欣赏的人）。很享受思想经历碰撞的时刻。话说这是作者村上春树写得最困难的书。村上春树大概30岁才开始写小说。从小就热爱文学，也是个非常有想法主见的人。就是一直热爱与坚持着自己喜欢与相信的事（剩下的就自己google 下啦~对不起太累了。。。）也许同是水瓶座的关系，他的生平也为我带来很大的鼓舞！

当你的朋友被无力感包围的时候，你是否愿意给他一个深深的拥抱?

但是无奈，每天每天还是那么忙，为一些莫名其妙的事让梦想腐烂。。。让自己坚持下去的还是那份梦想，还有相信明天会更好的信念！

很期待book3 &4
好想读更多故事。。。